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[The video flickers on to the lovely view of a ceiling. The top of someone's head can also be seen from this view and are those horns? Four horns to be exact, colored like candy corn. Whoever was holding this Dreamberry sure didn't check to see if it was tilted right.]

So I hate to ask this, but does anyone know where to get a walking cane? I'm having a hard time getting around and I'm tired of it. I'm blind.

[The Dreamberry shifts slightly in his hands and you can see more of this troll's face now. He doesn't seem particularly happy. Sollux was about to turn the video off actually but first-]

Oh also...

Karkat we need to talk.

(ooc: This is backdated to the same day as this thread.)

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From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

[Karkat decides not to mention the camera angle. More important things to wonder about now.]

Talk? About what?

From:

sm00chmylisp

How about we talk about when you got a kismesis?

[Straight to the point, yes.]

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

Wha--

Who told you? Has he been bragging about it like an ass or something?

From:

sm00chmylips

No, Kanaya told me.

She was talking like it was common fucking knowledge at this point. She was surprised I hadn't heard of it until now.

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

... Shit. I fucked up, didn't I?

[He looks down, frowning, even if Sollux can't see it.]

For what it's worth, she's the only one I told because I was confused about it myself.

From:

sm00chmylips

Yeah, you fucked up big time.

How long were you planning on waiting before you told me?

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

Fuck.

Just let me explain, okay? Please? It's just that it's Eridan. I mean, I hate him and shit and he's a huge fucking asshole, but it's still him. I'm not even sure what I'm really doing, and that's why I talked to Kanaya about it. You understand my reasoning, right?

[He hopes so, anyway. And it's not really an answer to the question he was asked, but his desire to defend himself came through first.]

Edited Date: 2011-04-06 12:17 pm (UTC)

From:

sm00chmylips

Yeah, it's ERIDAN. How did this even start between you two?

[And that bit with Kanaya pretty much goes in one aurical sponge clot and out the other right now. The fact Karkat is trying to defend this isn't helping either.]

So you told her and then decided to leave me in the dark about all of this?

[Quite literally the dark too! Ahachacha]

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

[Karkat cringes. Yeah this ain't going well.]

Look, I'm fucking sorry, alright?

He--I decided to troll him because I was pissed at him for blinding you, and he thought I was flirting with him, which I wasn't. So it turned into this whole stupid argument and he kept putting you down and then insulting me and everything, and eventually he just made me so fucking angry I wanted to punch his face in. So I asked him to meet me somewhere, and he did.

Then we fought, and he ended up pinning me, and then he kissed me. But I didn't return it! Not--not then. But he just--didn't keep his fucking chute shut, kept making me angrier, and so I tackled him and...

I...

I k-kissed him then.

And I didn't tell you because I've been second guessing the whole fucking thing and half in disbelief at myself for going for him, and...

I was worried you'd think badly of me, okay?

Edited Date: 2011-04-06 12:47 pm (UTC)

From:

sm00chmylisp

[It's just getting worse bb]

Sorry my ass.

So you're basically saying the whole reason this is even a thing, a stupid shitty thing, is because you're upset that he blinded me. That he was saying shit about me like he always does. Using me to start something caliginous.

[While it is a very good starting point to stir some hate undeniably, Sollux had issues with who it was with. What was first an issue of being out of the loop, turned into a 'I platonically hate Eridan fest' for reasons that Sollux was too upset to fully articulate right now. If at all. ]

Yes, Vantas I do think badly of you because of that. I'm straight up disgusted.

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

[Vantas? That's worse than even being called Karkat in a way, as opposed to the usual nickname. Not to mention the rest of it, which hardly helps. This is about why he didn't want to say anything. He knew it would go bad.]

Dude, look, I didn't mean it that way! I didn't use you for it! He was putting me down personally the whole time, too, and I kept telling him to shut up about you because that's not even how you get a kismesis and shit. He calls me all this stupid shit and all the things I hate about myself and he just rubs it in and keeps going and never shuts the fuck up, and it's that, and just...

Come on, man. You should know I wouldn't use you like that.

From:

sm00chmylisp

Screw you Vantas. Enjoy your fucking kismesis.

[Sollux is just gonna hang up now, he doesn't want to hear anymore of this. He's not going to be home whenever Karkat gets back either.]

From:

sicklicalhate.livejournal.com

Shit!

[Karkat tries to call back if he can, completely filled with worry at this point. If even their normal arguments end with an 'are we still friends?', this is even more concerning.]

Sollux, please, talk to me?