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[Kanaya nods, her voice feeling caught and cloying in her throat, before she remembers that Sollux can't see her. Then she speaks, her voice raspy with unshed tears.]

Yes. It... it happened to Tavros too.

He's gone, Sollux.

I see....

[No wonder Kanaya's voice was raspy. He remembered hearing that Tavros was hear too, it made sense why he hadn't really heard anything from him now. Sollux just sort of falls silent, his head downward cast. He didn't really want to talk anymore. Any motivation he had for today was gone. ]

[Kanaya gathers herself together enough to notice Sollux's silence. Not like he's the most talkactive troll in the best of times, but this... she knows him well enough to recognize that he's floundering, sinking.

And she doesn't know if she has the strength to pull him out of it.

She doesn't say anything; words are pointless right now. Instead, she shifts closer to him and gently slides her arm around him, using her other hand to take one of his.

It won't make it right--it feels like it will never be right again--but it's the best she can do.

[Sollux can be talkative. With the right people at least and in the right moods. Now was not the time for talking however. It wasn't really the time for anything at all. Not for Sollux.

Was it selfish of him to wish Karkat was still here? The Veil was where they were supposed to be, but it wasn't like going back would be a good thing. Maybe it could be a good thing. He wouldn't know. He felt like an ass though. Like some how all of this was his fault regardless of the fact that it wasn't. He knew it wasn't. It didn't change how he felt.

He glances in Kanaya's direction when she put her arm around him, wanting to tell her to go away. That he didn't need any comfort. He can't bring himself to do it. ]

[Maybe this isn't all about you this time, Sollux. Maybe Karkat was Kanaya's friend too, and while she won't pretend to be as upset as you are, she's pretty shaken too.

Sollux isn't responding, but at least he's not telling her to get lost. Kanaya counts that as a small victory and, with a dejected little sigh, puts her head on his shoulder.

He's too bony to be much fun to hug, but it's better than nothing.]

[OOC: Time for an Eridouche-jack?]

[No one would probably understand the convenience of doors left open much like Eridan does in this moment. Despite the inward cursings at himself for not realizing how close Karkat's hive had been all along, he made his way there prompt enough.]

[Or maybe, it wasn't.]

[The emotions that strung through the sea troll when he made his dramatic entrance to Karkat's empty and yet not so empty room would be impossible to describe. Anger? Jealousy? Resentfulness? Probably that and more. Brows knit as he stares on at the two, fins flaring and he's snarling.]

And what the FUCK is goin' on in here?! Kan why the fuck you holdin' him like... that!?

[He had half the mind to yank them from each other but... There were more pressing matters.]

... Anyway, where the fuck is Kar?

Edited 2011-04-30 12:54 (UTC)

[He's not sure how to feel about you putting your head on him like that Kanaya, but he doesn't actually get to tell you to move because of a certain sea troll who just came in. He stares emptily up at the door a moment, then glares to the intrusion.]

Who the fuck let you in?

[Just ignoring the comment on how Kanaya was holding him, or the question as to where karkat was. Eridan was uninvited- clearly thats more important.]

[How did Eridan get in? Kanaya suddenly remembers that she didn't check to see if he was watching when she left the hive, and she definitely didn't lock the door behind her. She might not even have closed it.

Picking her head up off Sollux's shoulder, but not removing her arm or dropping his hand, she looks blearily at Eridan, and picks out what she thinks is the most relevant of his ~~accusations~~ comments.]

Karkat's gone, Eridan.

[All the glares.]

What the fuck do you mean by that?

[Wait... Did she mean gone... Like, Tavros gone?]

[No. No she couldn't, he couldn't...]

You mean gone like Taw?! No, you're fuckin' delusional, Kar can't be gone! You're mistaken!

I'll fuckin' prowe it!

[Pulling out his dream berry, scrolling furiously through the list of names.]

[...]

[Scrolling again.]

[Scrolling again.]

[He... He must just be missing his name or something... This thing must be glitching...]

...

[Scrolling again.]

[No this can't be. No.]

[NO NO NO NO NO NO NO...!]

[All scrolling has stopped. He's just staring at the place where Karkat's name used to be. The dreamberry skips it, going to the next person. The two names that once sandwiched his kismesises name were now neighbors. They weren't allowed to be neighbors! They were suppose to be separated! Karkat's name was suppose to be there! Right there!]

[They weren't suppose to take his place... Kick him out. Make Eridan's heart drop as much as it is. Make his chest tighten and hurt as he just stares at that spot. Make his eyes sting like mad, make his jaw clench and his throat feel like a mass just made its home there.]

[Karkat was his kismesis and he was suppose to be here.]

Kar... No...

[His voice was tiny, pathetic, meek. He... He couldn't fathom this, he couldn't handle this. This was worse than a break up, this was... This was horrible. He had a kismesis, he had someone he truly fucking hated and loathed and now--they were gone.]

[Even if they hadn't had the relationship as this, being without Karkat would still be hard. No matter what spectrum he was in, Karkat was important to Eridan in one way or another and now?]

[Now he was without him.]

Kan... He can't be gone. He fuckin' can't... He isn't fuckin' allowed to be gone. I DIDN'T SAY HE COULD LEAWE!

[He waited till Eridan was done, though that was a feat in itself. Every word that came out of the sea trolls was grinding against his nerves more then the last. It was no wonder when Eridan had finally finished that he was already standing up, leaving Kanaya's hugs to confront him.]

SHUT UP. Stop fucking bitching for once in your life. Do you think you're the only one who didn't want him to go?!

[Sollux was having a hard time coping with this fact by himself, he didn't need Eridan here. He snarling at you boy. Aww nah.]

[Well, this is going well.

Kanaya leaps to her feet and gets between the two boys, using one hand to hold Sollux back and reaching out to Eridan with the other one.]

Calm down, both of you. We all miss Karkat, but this isn't anyone's fault!

[Why does she get the feeling this is going to fall on deaf ears?]

[When Sol rises to yell at him, all of his sadness? Yeah, it changes straight to anger. Who the fuck did Sol think he WAS to yell at Eridan at a time like this!? Well, other than Karkat's best friend--BUT that was BESIDES the point!]

Fuck you Sol! I can bitch if I fuckin' want, ewen if what I was doin' was so far from fuckin' bitchin and you know it!

[Venom man, all through those words. He was ready to fucking claw your eyes out--not that... That would really change much--BUT STILL.]

[That is until Kanaya gets between them, his anger still there, however he calms slightly.]

You best be directin' that at Sol! That disgustin' double-horned mustard blood started this! And...

I know it isn't anyone's fault, Kan...

That's a load of hoofbeast shit and you know it!

[Oh Sollux was ready for this fight. He broke your glasses Eridan and he could do it again if he tried! ~~aka just got lucky~~]

[He does calm down slightly when Kanaya intervenes though. He was still upset, but she was in the way of potential fighting.]

No you fucking started it by coming here in the first place!

Edited 2011-05-03 03:12 (UTC)

[This is going well.

She speaks to Eridan first, knowing that he was the more dangerous of the two, the one most likely to fly completely off the handle.]

That's right, it's no one's fault, so don't blame yourself for it, okay? Because it just happened, you didn't have anything to do with it.

[Then she turns to Sollux, her back to Eridan, and takes him by the arms. He's trembling a little under her hands.]

Do you hear that, Sollux? This isn't your fault.

[All that anger that was ready to burst out of him? Yeah, that one statement definitely pulverized it. He... He wasn't blaming himself--was he? No. He knew this wasn't his fault. He knew he couldn't have prevented this... He knew...]

[Damnit, Kanaya why were you so good at this? It was really fucking infuriating sometimes and--emotionally straining. Yeah, Eridan is just going to take this opportunity of Kan turning to Sollux to just leave as swiftly as he had made is entrance. He just couldn't handle being in this room with her and Sollux. He had enough problems to deal with without Sollux there pissing him off.]

[Sollux scowled as he jerked his arms away from Kanaya. He really just. He didn't want to be touched at the moment. He was too worked up and it wasn't helping anything like it had before.]

I never said it was, Kanaya.

[Stop calling him out on his feelings Kanaya!]

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